Blisfully single, with dog

I have had a few emotional days of late. I have had a slightly upset stomach from it, and think I have given it to the puppy, as she is having some difficulties today.
I was making an attempt at having a relationship white attending school, and of course it's demise is all my fault. I can't help that I have days where no human contact is necessary. There are several events in my past that have created this, and no matter what I say to communicate this, it never translates. I'm not cheating, I don't have anything to hide. I just like a day to myself where the phone isn't ringing, no one is texting, and I can turn off my email notifications.
I guess I have grown up to the point that if someone is going to be in my life, I don't want it to be from a place of need. My cats need me as service personnel, and generally leave me alone unless the food or water troughs are empty. The puppy is another story. They are very needy. They want to be loved. They need to be reassured. I get that in a dog. No matter how old they are they are mentally between 5 and 8 years old ( in boy years),
It is not easy for me to let people in. It's been five years since I have even wanted a dog in my life because some days I don't even have room for me in my life. I have had a shitty relationship track record. The only common denominator is me. So, I am for the first time, blissfully single with dog.


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