I really don't want to deal with HTML so I am going to deal without the paragraph indention feature. I am certain that at some point it will matter to me, but today it does not.

Yesterday's writing was not as cathartic as I had hoped, but I oddly do feel better today, in general. I sit here at this desk sometimes 8-10 hours at a time, only getting up for nature, yet when I go to school, I can't sit for an hour without my legs getting all hinky. I think it's the chair. I do love this chair, but I am probably going to have to get a new one, as Bunny has chosen it as her scratching/ get mommy mad/ negative attention loop post. She really is a sweet kitten, but damn if she doesn't have a gift for getting under my skin when I need it the least.

Today is a study day, but I don't want to. I do not want to sit in class all day tomorrow. I am so tired of this routine. It has been five years now, and I am incredibly sick of never really being able to let go of it and not have something hanging over my head. This is a difficult passage through school. I absolutely cannot stand being forced to sit and be read to. Few of the instructors have teacher training. They get the job by being Doctors in their field. Mostly, classes consist of Death by Powerpoint. We get them, print them, then they read them to us. I would hope, that by the Graduate School level that a person has learned to read. Because the school is newly SACS (Southern Association of Colleges and Schools) they have this maniacal attendance policy. If it is a practical course you may mis ONE in 3 months. If it is didactic, you may miss two. I struggle with it because my health fluctuates, I think, partly due to the constant stress. At any rate, it is safe to say that I would rather almost do anything than have to sit in class all day tomorrow. Enough of that.

I am glad that I am back in the writing game. I've missed it.