Catching up

So what was going on a couple of weeks ago? The only way I can describe it is as a full-on Tropical Depression, and not of the weather kind.
For weeks I have been posting about the weather, and everyone asks me, or talks to me about it, not realizing the cliché. (When someone talks about the weather there is usually something personal they'd rather talk about.)
Odd, but I really didn't want to talk about what was going on with me then. So many lessons were being thrown at me. I couldn't keep up with it all.
Bottom line is that I have loved people, but I have not allowed myself to be in love for 12 years. I think I finally understand love like an Inuit understands snow.
I still don't know if I am ready, but I think I am becoming more and more open to it every day. I need to let someone in. I admit that I have high expectations, yet they are in range. It's amazing number of people that a simple rule like "no cheating" offends. LOL I've spent a large part of my adult life with cheaters. You will not get away with it. So, just fess up, leave me my power of choice. That is an issue that I feel very strongly about. I have had people swear on a stack of bibles that I was cheating on them, and it couldn't have been further from the truth. They were actually the ones doing the cheating. In my life there is zero tolerance for finding out about it on my own. Be an adult. If you're even thinking of cheating, finish what is on your plate before you fill up another one, ya know? I think it is the simplest and kindest courtesy you can give another human.

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